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Old body, Young mind

Just a short proof of life update because you know life and stuff.

Since last Sunday when I returned to work it’s been all go at work.

Four nights doing a major move within the store I work left my body aching, and tired. I’ve definitely been feeling my age.

I went into survival mode. Each shift after the first (the most gruelling of the four shifts) left me the bare minimum time to rest and recover before having to repeat it all again.

I was definitely looking forward to the three days off before making the jump to morning shifts.

Naturally yesterday, the first day off, I slept and did nothing.

There had been an attempt to get some gaming sorted for last night and Saturday but there was no interest shown.

Which meant more just letting the body recover, and a Chinese take away for tea.

Tonight is a club night which I can attend for once. But then again with the move to mornings I can attend future ones too.

However first more recovering.

Fighting illness

The cold I had a few weeks ago never really went away and has flared up as a chest infection. Which has really taken it out of me.

I was kinda glad that on my day off on Saturday that no-one was free to play games. I was really feeling bad. There was also plans to try out a recipe or two for the impending return to the hills. But that day was just bed rest.

Somehow I made it through a 10 hour shift last night. With two 9 hour shifts ahead of me today and tomorrow. Wednesday is a day off but I’ll need that as recovery time.

Work and illness is so draining.

Luckily the last three shifts before a week off are normal ones. Which I’m thankful for. Changes at work haven’t been finalised so that’s still an unknown hanging around like a bad smell.

But the holiday should be starting off in a good way with some gaming with Diego. Which I’m really looking forward to.

That’s where things are at the moment. Hope that this chest infection clears up in time for the holiday and the hills.

Proof of life

In my previous “still alive” post I hinted at an offer I had to ponder.

Well it looks like with a fair wind I could be back on the property ladder.

Yeah I know at my age too.

So long story short I should be buying the house I’m currently renting.

I’m excited and nervous about the whole thing. It’s something I never thought would happen again.

There are also changes at work happening that should make it possible for me to get to club nights again.

At the start of the week the first Expeditions expansion Gears of Corruption (Ironclad edition) did indeed arrive.

After seeing one or two posts on the Expedition’s Facebook page of the metal mechs being broken, with a little apprehension I opened my copy yesterday. Luckily the two in my copy are fine. I was pretty relieved.

I don’t think I’ve mentioned in any post but last week I did pick up a copy of Marvel: Remix. The decision was based on a Dice Tower top ten list on games for MtG players. Marvel: Remix like Red Rising from Stonemaier Games is based on Fantasy Realms. I’ve not played Fantasy Realms but I do like Red Rising. Add in I’m a comic book fan, that does include Marvel stuff (despite the attempt by Disney to destroy that). Then this ticked all the boxes for me to get it. Added bonus it’s not that expensive and a smallish box that makes it easier to carry around for game nights.

Catch you in the next post when I might have something interesting to say!

There’s no sunshine, only darkness

After the flurry of gaming that happened at the expo it looks like the Summer gaming drought is now upon me.

Sunday gaming has dried up. So I’m planning to cancel those. No point leaving them on the discord server and having to face the disappointment each week of them not happening.

With the first Expeditions expansion Gears of Corruption (Ironclad edition) dropping through my letter box tomorrow. Who knows when I will be able to get this to the table.

On life and all the stuff that that covers. I’ve really missed Nan in the last week or so. I’ve missed talking to her, and her counsel. It’s really hit me hard her not being here.

I think it’s moments like this when I feel the most alone.

Normally I’m happy with my solitude. The attack chihuahuas are happy. I look after mum next door.

But there are times when I really do miss her. Like now.

My aunt and uncle are over from New Zealand and I will be getting to see them in the next couple of days. There will be more visits during their stay in Blighty but for now this first one is brief.

Yes I’d love to visit them in New Zealand but like returning to the TGOC the circumstances that this would be possible are not ones I want to contemplate. Basically it’d mean I’m no longer needed as mums carer.

They’ve been very supportive over the years and done a lot for me. Which I really appreciate and am very very thankful for.

There is an amazing offer been made by them to me which I’d love to be able to take it up. If Nan was around and not ill I’d be discussing it with her. I’m trying to work out how I can get into a position in which I can take up the generous offer.

If things work out I’ll share with you what is happening.

In the meantime life goes on.

Brief Life Update

It would appear that I’m on another long nine day shift pattern of just surviving with the pay off being three back to back days off.

Three days off that allow me to go to the next Fenland Gamers club night.

Once again I will try to maximise my gaming opportunities for those three days. Although I’m not holding my breath, that I will be successful.

So like things are already, my postings may be a bit more erratic with long pauses of silence between posts.

Oh and 21 days until UKGE.

Gaming forecast for May looking bleak

If I was a tv weather person I’d be predicting that the month of May would be a washout. That is how the month a head is looking for me gaming wise.

It’s possible that I’ll have played less games than during lockdown!

Looking at the discord events for the Sunday gaming I’m the only person down to play. So has this fizzled out?

Obviously nothing is happening on a Tuesday at the moment.

The only planned gaming is this Saturday with Diego. Which I think will be a BattleTech Alpha Strike game. And that’s it.

Will the Friday at the UKGE be me going round all sad and desperate begging people to play games with me? Trying to make that last minute attempt to squeeze some gaming in for the month.

Oh well let’s see if the prediction is accurate.

April is a wrap gaming wise!

Yeah I know the month hasn’t ended yet. But it’s looking very very unlikely that any more gaming is going to take place before the end of the month.

At the moment the Sunday gaming session will not go ahead as I’m the only person showing any interest in going.

Which means no birthday weekend gaming.

Have to say it’s a little disappointing. But this is not a post about feeling sorry for myself.

Let’s celebrate the games I have played this month instead.

That time I get to play is special. And I really should get round to finishing that post about what gaming means to me.

In the meantime while you patiently wait for that post here are the games I played in April.

My top 9 games played in April 2024

Looking at the stats for April they are inline with the new norm for my gaming.

The stats for April 2025

Man flu hits

Man flu has struck!

It crept up on me Monday night as I slept. I woke up with the beginnings of a soar throat. That gradually got worse.

To be honest it was more Monday evening that it started to hit.

Yesterday I’m glad I was doing my actual job and not used to fill in on a more physical demanding job. I had very little energy. The cold was really hitting me hard. Despite being dosed up on cold medicine and sore throat lozenges.

If you had cut me I’d have bled lemsip.

Somehow I made it through my shift and home.

A cough medicine induced nights sleep, and even more sleep this morning (I must of needed it). I’m feeling a bit more energetic than yesterday. But that could be just the cold luring me into a false sense of recovery.

As I write I’m trying to get the will to get up and ready for work.

Wish me luck.

Just checking in

I’m in survival mode at moment.

Just trying to make it to the next day.

Drained. Tired.

Work gets like that sometimes.

Especially when you are given a shift pattern that is nine days without a break.

The upside is I get three days off at the end of it. Which will allow me to get along to a Friday club night.

What has made this time more difficult is getting the car repaired last Friday. Meaning an early start after a late finish. Plus squeezing in a prearranged gaming session the next day before work.

So you can see why I say I’m knackered and just surviving.

On the upside I got to play some games this month. I’ve just not written about them.

Diego and I are building up to play BattleTech Alpha Strike. Now with the full Alpha Strike rules in my possession we can use the full games hex maps on Diego’s table. This means for the other starter box sets they are even better value, as I can use more of the contents. We just need some hex maps now! Which Diego is ordering.

I’m going to leave it there for now. I’m tired.

So so tired

After having three days off where I got to game with Jonathan. Which was the first time in a longtime. Plus attend a Fenland Gamers club night (something that is a rarity these days). At which I got to game with more friends I hadn’t played with in a while (hello Ben).

Games that saw the table in these two sessions were Dandelions, Can’t Stop, Senso: Battle for Japan, Macao, Ship Captain Crew, and Sea Salt & Pepper. Plus two games that Ben owned No Mercy, and Come Sail Away!

It was back to work and a pretty full on four days that were quite frankly draining. Especially after one shift I didn’t have any real recovery time because of union meetings I had to attend. I actually ended up having a snooze in the car between the last union meeting and the start of my shift.

The knock on effect was I was too tired to write anything about the gaming I mentioned above. Or get to mention that it came to light Jonathan has been playing trick taking games wrongly for a very long time. Basically the mistake was playing a trump card when you could follow suit. You have to follow suit. If you can’t then you can play a trump card (if you have any) or “dump” a card from another suit.

As I write this life update I have two much needed days off. Followed by a day back at work. Followed by four days off. What am I going to do in those days off? It’s not long enough to visit Nathan and give mum time to recover! Yes mum needs recovery time after I go away. I’ve factored it for UKGE for example. Apparently looking after Nico and Loki the two attack chihuahuas can be very taxing.

I’m in the process of buying a small dice masters collection. Which will help with the cube building. More on this once it happens.

Until the next big expansion for Marvel Champions Age of Apocalypse comes out (tomorrow/next week?) I now have a complete set of cards. I ordered the final three hero packs that I needed (Venom, Gamora, and Drax) that arrived at the start of the week. The nice thing about getting these older hero packs is the fact you don’t have to pay full price for them. They get nice reductions.

I just need to get the game to the table, get a storage solution, and sleeve the thousands of cards!

Having Tuesday as a dead game night at the moment is killing me. It was really cool that on a Tuesday those of us that liked ccg/tcg/lcg type games had a regular evening where we could play these style of games. I need to be more proactive in my efforts to find somewhere.

Oh I did get a quick chance yesterday to play around with my fire starting kit! I need to start playing around with this more. Get more confident in using it, and develop my fire starting skills.

So yesterday using a piece of fat wood (resin rich pine wood) I created some tinder to start a fire with. Then using a fero rod and striker to create sparks managed to get the tinder to light. This little exercise did not involve me building this into a roaring fire. Its aim was to get the tinder going. I followed this up with using the fero rod and striker to start a tinder wick. Which started first strike! Wow that was impressive.

My final little play with fire for the afternoon was to start a trangia burner with the fero rod and striker. Which worked really well. Why hadn’t I done this back when I was doing all the meth stove reviews?

My Kelly Kettle Trekker also arrived. Looks a lovely bit of kit. Although the pot and lid look too small to be of any practical use. I can’t see them being used at all, and replaced by one of my titanium pots.

Hopefully I’ll get to try out the Kelly Kettle on one of my days off. Who knows I might even film my initial efforts with it!