It’s been emotional

It’s been a long week.

One that’s been very emotional as well.

At the start of the week I finally had the offer from college to become a full time lecturer. Which I accepted.

However it hit me hard that the one person I really wanted to share the news with I couldn’t. I miss Nan so much.

And the working week ended that way to.

It’s not only the end of term but the academic year and my leaving class of level three students gave me a card and box of Maltesers. An unexpected and very nice thought.

But when I opened the card back in the room where I was doing my final marking of the year, my eyes nearly leaked as I read it.

The card means so much. It’s hard to express how. But it’s nice to know that all the hard work has been appreciated by the students.

After thanking the students again I just wanted to share the card with Nan. And once again the eyes threatened to leak. If it was hard to articulate how I felt about the card. There is no way I’m getting close to getting across how much I miss Nan.

Last night I got to play War of the Ring the card game with Diego. For once the free people of middle-earth (me) won. Plus it was a points win ending the game early by creating a ten point difference

But the glow of victory didn’t last long as Diego thrashed me at Star Wars the deckbuilding game as the Empire.

It was a cool evening gaming with Diego. I’m glad our life events are enabling us to play more games together. Now if only they would sync a bit more so we could game with Jonathan more.

3 thoughts on “It’s been emotional

  1. Hi Darren,

    The past week or so has clearly been an emotional roller coaster for you. The job offer and the wonderful messages on your card are such highs. But your lovely nan not being there for you to share it with, a real low point.

    Your nan, having known you all your life, knew you had a huge heart and a love for teaching. She also saw survive a number of devastating life events. I honestly don’t think it would have been possible for your nan to think of you any more lovingly than she did. Or for her to have been any more proud of you.

    All the very best my friend,

    Jim Connolly

    1. Sorry for the brief reply just a bit watery eyed as I read the words. Thank you so much for them they mean a lot.

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