In the previous post I kinda introduced this series of posts and covered the hardware that I first experienced Doom on.

So let’s look at how I’m playing Doom this time around.

The hardware I’m playing on this time around is so different.

I’m playing Doom on a Nintendo Switch Lite.

It’s not the first time I’ve played Doom on a portable game console or device. Over the years I’ve played it on platforms such as the GameBoy Advance, and Windows PDA’s (do you remember them?).

Depending on where I’m playing Doom I’ll either be using the built in speakers of the Switch Lite itself or my VANKYO C750 Bluetooth active noise cancelling headphones. Which are over ear, Hi-Fi Stereo, and apparently deep bass.

The whole setup is light years ahead of the old Amstrad 16Mhz 386sx laptop I first played the game on. This old laptop was 7kg in weight! My backpack with 2 days food for the TGO Challenge was around 10 kilos.

Sitting on the memory card for my Switch are the digital copies of Doom, Doom 2, Doom 3, and Doom 64. Priced at £3.99 each, they are incredible bargains.

Obviously I’ve played Doom on numerous occasions and platforms over the years. Doom 2 has also been played before on at least two platforms, but not nearly as many times as Doom. Doom 3 I have played. But it was only the 360 version if my memory doesn’t fail me. Plus I got nowhere near to completely it. As for Doom 64, I’ve never played that. I’m looking forward to doing so.

Back in the day when I first played Doom I was single. No love interest in sight. I had my first home, a two bedroom flat in the middle of Guildford.

I was working in Byfleet. The software department I was in had an average age less than twenty five. We were a young immature team.

But when Doom came out we were addicted and drove each other on to get further into the game, and complete it.

In the intervening years so much life has happened.

Most definitely one or two of the plays of Doom during those years would have been whilst married, as a step parent, and on the daily commute to Surbiton.

I think the last time I played Doom to completion was probably on the Xbox360 when I was living up in County Durham, in a small town called Crook.

I had not long moved up there.

My failed marriage still very raw.

I was most definitely in a very different place in my life emotionally than any previous times that I had played Doom.

Doom is a familiar distraction. It doesn’t solve or heal what’s going on in my life at the time. But like the other activity I enjoy, hiking. It gives a brief respite. It helps me get through what’s going on.

Today once more I’m single. I’m renting instead of owning. I’ve just returned to teaching after a break of three or more years. Emotionally I’m still in a raw place but for different reasons.

So this time around of playing Doom nearly thirty years later from that magical first time some of the surrounding factors/influences are similar. But there is no way of recapturing or replicating that first time. I’m not trying to.

How do I replicate that competitive spirit for instance? I don’t think any of my colleagues at work or my friends are into video games. Maybe Nathan? But I’m not sure he’d be that interested in this project.

I’m very much a different person to the one that first played Doom in the early nineties. All those experiences will effect my play through and how I view things now.

Obviously I’m really into boardgames now too. And as previously mentioned I now have a copy of the 2004 edition of the FFG Doom board game. So during this play through of the video game I’m going to be hopefully getting that to the table and not only discussing how it stands as a board game. But also on how well it captures the video game.

As I work my way through the game I’m listening to the Audible version of Masters of Doom by David Kushner, and read by Wil Wheaton (yes that Wil Wheaton), on my daily commute into work. I do own the printed version, and I originally read the physical version.

At various points I’ll be diving into DOOM:SCARYDARKFAST also.

I know there are Doom novels, and I’m pretty sure I owned and read the first one. However I’m not going to be reading these as part of my overall Doom experience. But I am going to be watching the two Doom movies.

To be honest I’m not sure how this project will develop, what directions it will take. I’m not sure I’m even capable of doing this whole thing. But I’ll give it a shot and see how it goes.